Um, I just realized I hadn't really posted anything on this. I guess it's just to write whatever you want?
Hm...what to write about? What's been going on lately? Well, as usual, me overthinking things. Making them more complicated than they should be etc, etc. Also, I'm having trouble sleeping, which I don't know is good or not. I mean...back when I had real trouble sleeping a few months ago, I was pretty miserable. I don't want to go back to that place, but I feel like I did a lot of growing up and well...ever heard the Evanescence song "Lithium"? It's like that. One of the lines is "I'm in love with my sorrows/ I want to let it go" or something to that effect. I think I'm there. *shrugs* maybe I'm just a confessionalist? Sylvia Plath HAS become my most recent obsession....

I don't know. I feel like this thing I'm going through, this phase, is going to change me forever. Maybe it will? Maybe I'm overthinking? Probably. But it comes to me like in the song, "Lithium," like a lover. Or more like a paramour. And happiness is my true love and yet it steals into my heart at night, and I can't stay away. I feel so melodramatic these days, but in a way it makes sense. If anyone else feels this way, could you maybe comment? I just want to know I'm not the only one. I'm trying to be more open, after so many years of shutting down, it just doesn't work. I want people to be open with me, I'll be open with you. I can't speak for other people, but I'll never judge you. I'm not in any sort of position to do that.

I don't know how I even got here, hahaha....
Or here, on this journal entry.
But I'm not going to delete it. Here I am, laid out in as pure a fashion as I can, screen to screen, artist to artist, person to person. I guess I'll see you guys later, huh?

"A baby sleeps in all our bones, so scared to be alone..."
- Iron & Wine, "Passing Afternoon"